first post

have you ever felt that strange sensation at the back of your head which is not a headache but a dull, persistent, and totally annoying throb? where it causes you to glare at every person you meet on the road especially those who are staring back at you?

have you ever felt that weird urge to throw up because of an unknown gooey feeling in your throat that is not phlegm but is causing you extreme discomfort you want to get it out but when you try, there's nothing at all?

have you felt such strong emotion of irritation and boredom you actually walked out of the class because the person talking in front, which is a classmate reporting and not our teacher, is speaking so slowly, she's boring you and it is making you annoyed?

have you ever felt the longing to lock yourself in your room and hope your roommate is not there just so you can have a few hours for yourself?

because you haven't been with yourself for quite some time and you miss yourself you actually felt lost, like you need to reestablish a connection with yourself fast because if not, you will loose your mind...

at least that's what it seems for you...

those are the things i'm feeling right now... i'm not well... i'm quite exhausted, actually... both physically and psychologically...

sadly, i still have no time for myself... i guess i just have to hold on until all this is over... i just hope i'm still sane by then...

and wow... what a way to start this blog...